wtf??

some opinions are best kept within yourself. i mean if the opinions will hurt others, then why you should be such a bitch and mentioned it in whatever *thing* so that the whole world will know about it? it was a really selfish act for me. for her, this is a free country so it is her right to speak her mind. well, i can accept if this girl's opinion is 100% true. but she didn't get the fact right. that is why other people are angry and upset. but then when the people who are angry and upset ask why she wrote about that, she thought all of the people are just jealous with her. wtf?? before she ever wrote that stupid opinion of hers, i barely heard her name was mentioned within my circle of friends. but soon after she placed that particular bomb, suddenly boom! she suddenly became the topic of the conversation. if she just made one single person hurt, it's okay. *even if that's not really okay* but now, she just made one whole troop upset with her statement. maybe she just need the attention. aww, poor girl. i really don't get the reason she gave that statements. maybe because she didn't have any friends from her high school. or maybe she just need the attention like i mentioned before. haha. well, i hope she try to apologize to the people she hurt. or else, the war might become hotter and hotter! haha. that's all i need to say right now. *peace*

bila cinta

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
 
kusebut namamu
disetiap doaku
bangkitkan setiap 
kenangan tentangmu
yangku dapat 
hanyalah bayangmu

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana
 
Uuu…

 Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
.....
Dalam harapan ...uuuu

what past is past. really??

why must everyone wanted something that they could not possibly get? it applies to me at least. i wanted this and that but i just could not reach any of them. i want it but it doesn't mean "it" wants me as well. and the one that i do not want? well, it came to me. whether i like it or not. and all that i can do is just accepting. i guess i have to stand up for myself. but guess what? i didn't! it really pissed me off of my ownself. well, that was the thing i should have done for a very long time ago. and now, all that i can do is regret! hate to say that word but yes, i am certainly regretting all of my actions in the past. well, what can i do now? what past is past right? ughh.

m.o.t.i.v.a.t.i.o.n

i lead a very boring life. went to school in the morning. went back home at two. doing nothing for seventeen hours and keep repeating the same routine over and over again. it's just so damn bored. i am getting more bored and gaining more fat too. urghh. just too malas to work out. but i need to. have to in fact. hate to see all those extra kgs i have right now. no motivation to start actually. *sigh~* need motivation quick. quick. quick. really quick. 

messy messy messy

it's hot. scorching hot. and my desk is messed. with the books. papers. pens. more books. more papers. more pens. waiting for the time. the exact time. 1355 hours. and it feels like hours. exhausted. talk. teach. talk. teach. exhausted again. need water. drink it in a gulp. need it more. more. more. and more. 

oh, it's time. 1355 hours. it's a hi and a bye.

*peace*

never been to malacca. haha. pathetic me. but at last aku jejak jgk kaki kat sane. at last! :D so here are some piccas i wanna share. wee~

here i am standing on dataran pahlawan. the first place i went after melaka sentral of course. haha. dah naik bas nak turun kat mane lg kan? ;p

the night view of sungai melaka. me, kiyai, felicia and alvin had such good time that night. pusing2 melaka naik kereta. syokk wooo~ 

neh felicia n her brother, Alvin. sooo damn peramah. met them for the first time felt like i've been hang out with them for years. thanks guys! really looking forward to meet u guys again. :D

the Famous Famosa. i dont know why i think this is the best picture i've taken so far. huhu. 

went to the exhibition of medieval instruments of punishment. not so scary though. biase2 je~

the view from menara taming sari. so nice from up there. but there's not so much to look at actually. huhu. at night we went for ikan bakar. delicious la jugak. ni baru banda hilir round neh. area ayer keroh blom lg. looking forward to go there once again! hehe.

*peace*

*he-star*

look,

look,

look,

him,

him,

and him,

but the only thing

that i saw is

the only star 

on the sky

wishing me

good night

and

good bye.

he is my lucky star. always.

*peace*