what past is past. really??

why must everyone wanted something that they could not possibly get? it applies to me at least. i wanted this and that but i just could not reach any of them. i want it but it doesn't mean "it" wants me as well. and the one that i do not want? well, it came to me. whether i like it or not. and all that i can do is just accepting. i guess i have to stand up for myself. but guess what? i didn't! it really pissed me off of my ownself. well, that was the thing i should have done for a very long time ago. and now, all that i can do is regret! hate to say that word but yes, i am certainly regretting all of my actions in the past. well, what can i do now? what past is past right? ughh.